I guess at some point everybody goes through the same heartbreaking process.
At least you know people care for you.
Its not enough to save you from the pain, but the support is enough to help you back on your feet.
If i could turn back time,
Maybe i shouldnt have gone into this school.
Then i wouldnt have met you.
Then things wouldnt turn out this way.
And i wouldnt be so phobic of all these emotional stuff.
But ironically.
If i hadnt gone to this school,
I would have probably turned into one of those disgusting ah-lians.
I wouldnt have met you.
I wouldnt have met some of the greatest friends on this planet.
I wouldnt care about my studies.
And i think tk has given me some wonderful memories that will probably stay with me for life.
It is a good school ; i met some of the most caring teachers there who really showed genuine concern for my wellbeing..and some of the worst teachers who really just do so much for their salary.
However, like Shan said, its ultimately the pleasant memories we keep right?
I will really miss the school.
So yeah.
I ought to thank my father for getting me in.
Because with a score of 214,
I could have gone to some neighbourhood sch and come out a...different person.
And again, I wouldnt have met awesome people.
I think this is a pretty emo post..probably influenced by the weather, and the fact that im alone in the house and im thinking about alot of stuff..and it doesnt hurt that im listening to christina anguilera's hurt ha.
At least i tried.
No certainty, only opportunity.
And im glad i did.
I cant imagine going through my whole life blaming myself for nt trying at that brief moment.
Honestly,
Im fully aware of the consequences.
Maybe i was even hoping this would lead to that consequence.
I guess its foolishness.
But i supposed he didnt want that..i mean in his position, who would?
So at least that part's over.
I know at this point who my true friends are.
Who i want to keep in contact after we go our separate ways.
And i know ill make new friends along the way..and maybe more.
Right now..
I just wish you could take that risk with me for the last time.
After all, its the last time we will probably see each other again.
